Tears of a Single Mum - Love, Childbirth and Sex #863899

In search of a better me I lost me.
In search of a better me I killed me.
I am not what has happened to me, but I am what I choose to become.
Growing up, I had so many dreams but I can hardly say I had a dream of what my life would be in the future. When it came to personal school ambition, I had no particular direction. When I'm asked what I want to be in future, my response changes over and over again. Today my response is to be a Lawyer, tomorrow a Doctor, next day a journalist. I wanted to be a Doctor because it seemed to be held in high regard and studying it requires one to be a science student and its commonly believed that " All science students are the brightest", I was tempted to follow suit but I remained in Art class.
I Know you cry all night, worry all by yourself, people throw insult at you regarding unnecessary things, you struggle through life  all by yourself without help or support from friends or even family members because they all say it behind you or even to your face that they are not the reason behind you been  a single mother. Don’t worry, it’s just a matter of time, all will be well, your strength is coming again, your smile will flourish again and you shall sing a song of joy and dance a dance of joy.