To Find Your Happiness, You Have To Suffer! #818489

I want to explore, discover and feel this passionate nectar of happiness and orgasm.
What is it, actually?  Am I feeling it? 
Google, my daytime lover, says that this is called a ‘little death’. Oh, he’s funny, him and his little death. Me, I’m not so sure, I want a little death! 
My name is Elsa and I have a lot of questions: looking for happiness, what I want, who I am.
I have everything to be happy. However, I'm bored! 
To find my happiness, I must pass absolutely through the “suffer” box....